Lilith in the 11th house

What does Lilith in the 11th house mean in the natal chart?

Your Lilith in the eleventh house once got pushed out of the group for not fitting the mold. You learned that belonging meant muting yourself, so now you either over-conform or play the outsider on purpose, longing to belong and bristling at what it seems to cost. The cost was never yours to pay. Owned, you find the people who actually want the unfiltered version of you — the ones with whom belonging asks for nothing but the real thing.